Okay....So long story short I got dumped by my gf. I declined a job at taco bell. I've been extreamly depressed. I've been wacthed like a hawk at school. I've cut myself open at school. dragged out by the cops bleeding trails behind me. got 34 stitches. got a bad rep at school lost most of my few friends. I've been very suicidal. I've been seeing a mental health doctor every other day to make sure I won't kill myself at home. Found a friend that will be my b***h for 100 bucks (meaning hell do anything i tell him from robbing to killing). Considered drugs but havnt done em yet. Planned to kill myself (ater I go to europe) and have needed a constant watch because I'm now menrtally ill. Yes my life is so ******** now.IDK what to do but I have some ideas. This will most likely be my last journal entry forever. If you'd like to get a hold of my try my email. hollis_820@hotmail.com
Thanks everyone.
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