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So, first things first, yes, I am very paranoid. Every time I walk down the street, I feel like people are looking at me, talking about me, thinking bitchy thoughts about me and basically, not liking me. I know it sounds very much like I'm adding importance to a meaningless life but...To be quite honest, I'm not, I'm not trying to. I think that the thing is that I think bad things about people, and therefore I think that people think bad things about me. I honestly do get scared. And it's at it's worst with people that I like and love as friends. I try to be happy all the time, try to come across as a nice people even when I really think I'm not. If I fall out with one of my friends, I have to wonder what they're thinking about me. Do they b***h about me behind my back? Because I know that I've heard them b***h about other friends to me. I don't know. Paranoia sucks.

Just so you know, no, this doesn't refer to any one in particular, it's more off Gaia than on if anything. Just felt like putting this here.