i feel like an outsider only on my dad's side of the family..... its like everytime i go just to visit nobody wouldn't look my way or everybody has plans already and i cant spend like a weekend there.... they know damn well were im at but none of them take the tyme to visit me... THEY DONT EVEN REMEBER MY BDAY DAMNIT!! scream the only one that still treats me like im part of the fam is my twin (my other aunt.. people think im her daughter when im my dads nyaa) but still i dont socialize with them as i used to i keep my distance because i kno that there r things that they r keeping from me. Like this trip that they were gonna take me to, they told my dad that I COULDNT GO BECAUSE I WASNT PART OF THE CHURCH. are u serious!?! i wasnt even supposed to know about the trip to mertle beach but i found out and went there with them. family reunions u can 4get about it..... im the biggest antisocialist there and plus im timid to boot so hell no i aint goin w/o my daddy being there.... im thinking about changing my last name to my moms rite now but that takes alot of money that we dont have.... so who knows... sorry if im bitching and complaining about this but i couldnt sleep at all becuz of dis s**t rite here man....
ttyl,
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im back ppls
whats up pplz!!!! im so glad to be bak on gaia instead of playing
games and watching kids... im gonna be talking about a lot of stuff in my journal
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