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You weren't late. I'm the one that was late.

I've never stopped a day without loving you.

If I could, I'd even crawl to meet up with you.

If you want to hate me, it's fine. Because I hate myself more.

I like him...because he's innocent. I like him... how he makes me smile. I like him... how he doesn't worry about every little thing. I like him...when others do bad things to him, he never holds a grudge.

I'm very happy...because I'm right by your side.

watching you walk out of my life does not
make me bitter or cynical about love,
but rather makes me realize that if
i wanted so much to be with the wrong
person, how beautiful it will be when
the right one comes along

Don't pretend this is how it's supposed to be.
Even you know more was meant to happen with
you and me.

the best friends are the ones that you don't
have to talk to everyday, who understand
why you didn't take their advice to not call
him or why you keep going back to him again.
the ones who call you at 4am to let you know
they're drunk, who listen when they've heard
the same story a thousand times, the ones who
call just to say hi. & whether you're dancing
on the table or passed out drunk, they'll turn
and say, "hell yeah, that's my best friend."

Im not asking for all the stars in the sky, just a boy to lay under them with.

To see you is what my eyes long for,
to touch you is what my body longs for,
but to love you,my heart has done already for a long time.

You and me.
We act like we love each other.
Pretend like were dating. but really..
we are just kinda good friends,
really good friends who are a little
crazy about each other.

Maybe I look into things a little more than I should. Maybe we talk for hours late at night because we're great friends, and maybe you want something more. Maybe I am a pain in the butt like you say. Maybe it's true and we do fight like we're married. Maybe I don't mean everything I say. Maybe I do. Maybe I love your laugh and maybe I'm fond of your smile as well. Maybe I missed you when you were away, but maybe I didn't. I'll never tell. Maybe the only thing I'm sure of is that I want to be with you. Today. Tomorrow. Every day of the rest of our lives.

And sometimes we joke, and sometimes we're serious.
Sometimes we're just random talking and sometimes we don't talk at all.
But not sometimes, but all of the times I feel comfortable with you,
and I trust you with every word I say. You're more than a friend.

would you ever know...
...that all those facebook statuses are about you?
...and that she goes and looks at xanga quotes and thinks "wow, story of my life!"
yeah, you're that story.
...she listens to taylor swift songs and can only think of you.
...you're taking up so much of her life, no words can describe her feelings towards you.
...that she loves you?

I love you without knowing how, when, or from where. I love you straightforwardly with no complexities or pride; So I love you because I know no other way than this, where I doesn't exist nor you. So close that your hands on my chest is my hand, so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep.

I know it's late and my voice is cracking and I'm singing out of key but you don't care about these things, you just want me to sing you to sleep.

the definition of love to me is you

as i sat there watching you sleep, i came to a realization i will never find another who gets me like you do

i didn't even like that song until i heard you sing it

It's so weird & confusing that when I say I don't know what to do,
I really mean it. One minute you're making me laugh out loud,
like no other guy can, & the next I just want to get up &
leave cause you tick me off so much.

the scariest thing is we don't even have to be together for you to break my heart

If I could just lay with you, cuddle with you,
be held by you, that's all I need.
I'm not asking for commitment or kisses,
I've given up with that. All I need is just to
feel like someone loves me and cares about me,
even if it's just as a friend. cause quite honestly,
right now, I could really use a friend and a hug.

i love that guys can make the greatest friends
one of my best friends is a guy and i can tell him anything
except for the fact that I'm absolutely crazy for him
I usually leave that out part out of our conversation

What is heartbreak?
Is it lying on the bathroom floor trying your damnedest to breathe
while simultaneously wondering why it went wrong,
how you're gonna get up and pretend like everything is alright
and what the hell are you going to do about that hole in your chest?
Yeah, i think thats it.

I've been waiting my whole life for a moment to be loved by you

i love to hear your heart beat especially when i know it beats for me

I hate the fact that i say i'm not in love with you and i actually start
to believe it and then you come and say something to make me second
guess myself. So i do, and i start to think maybe i was just tricking myself
into thinking that, and you have me going. And then of course, you stop.
You act like we never had the conversation. You don't just do that. You can't promise
someone that and say those kinds of things and act like it never happened.
things don't work like that, or atleast they shouldn't. I want to believe you and trust
you and be with you, but when you're so unstable i find it hard. Where i'm at right now,
i need something concrete, i can't do this shaky thing we have going.
I don't know what you want me to say half the time.

cinderella walked on broken glass, sleeping beauty let a whole life time pass, belle fell in love with a hideous beast, jasmine married a common thief, ariel walked on land for love and life, snow white barely escaped a knife, it was about blood sweat and tears, because loves means facing your biggest fears.

You wonder why I don't talk to you anymore, and
please believe me when I say it's not that I don't want to,
it's just that everything I want to say, I can't tell you anymore

We act like we're just friends, and maybe we are.
But the other day, I got a little excited because for
the first time in a while, it seemed like we were way
more then just friends.

you were worth the fight but i couldn't fight forever

Goodbye, sweetheart countdown started. Words are heavy but I'm far from broken hearted.

When you love someone you go through stages. You don't just automatically get the feeling that you love them. You have to get to know them first and then you slowly learn to trust and then you start believing them. Then you want to be with them more and more to the point where you are jealous of anyone who tries to be with that person. Then it gets you mad, so mad until you get past that point, to the point where you can't be jealous anymore. You can't because you have this undying confidence that this person will never leave you, they will never betray you and that they would never pick someone else over you, that you can't be replaced. That's when the confidence hits you, when you know you love them, that they love you and that the love you share is unbreakable.

I've been waiting my whole life for the right guy to come along, and then you showed up. You're nothing like the man I imagined. You're cynical and cranky and impossible. But the truth? Fighting with you is the best thing that's ever happened to me. And I think there's a very good chance that I'm falling in love with you.


85. She was always there when he needed her, she was available to talk on the phone at anytime. He never saw her inner beauty or her outer beauty, he always saw her as a friend. He saw her as a girl who was there when he got bored or a a girl he could count on when he was upset. She knew everything about him, and never once judged him. She saw him go from girl to girl, and was there for him whenever he needed to complain about another heartbreak. She was a strong person. She went through every relationship with him and always knew that she would never be his girl, because it may be what she would have given anything to be, but to him she was just a friend, who he'd go to when he was bored or when he needed someone and nothing more

I think we live apart for a reason. It might be just a way that fate lets you know how strong love is, and it will help us realize that together we can survive anything.It also helps us get to know each other a lot more without having to worry about appearances and we won’t end up making any judgments. It makes your love for each other stronger and it lets us know that the other would never leave us because they are still around even though we can’t be together all the time

For love I'd do anything. For you I'd do more.

I think I’m going to stop talking to you. because when we do talk, we either talk for hours or only a couple of minutes. And then we don’t talk until a couple of weeks have past. but that conversation is the exact one we had before. it’s like starting over again, and again. and during those couple of weeks when we don’t talk, I can’t get you off my mind and I wish I could talk to you again. but I’m tired of it, and I want to move on. i’m only hurting myself as long as you;re on my mind.

And I'll strum my fingers gently a c r o s s your skin, like I was playing the slowest love song in the world and only you and I could hear it.

I know it sounds cliché but I love the way you say my name,
it’s nothing special, but it makes my heart flutter and I’m just
amazed by it. Call me crazy, call me insane, but with you, it’s
just not the same.

I never want to lose you. You don’t understand how important you are to me. You’re my best friend, my whole life. You, you’re the reason I wake up with a smile on my face, the reason why I started singing in the shower again. And I don’t just throw around words like that. I think I’m in love with you. Completely and irrationally. For me to say something like that is very rare; love doesn’t usually come this easily for me. You must be someone very rare. Don’t go, don’t leave now.

Now I don't like using words like forever, but I will love you until the end of today.
& in the morning, when I remember everything that you are,
I know I’ll fall for you over again.

love is when you miss him even before he leaves, when you could listen to him talk all night & never get tired of hearing his voice, when the sound of his name sends chills down your spine, & you see his smile the second you close your eyes

love is something you can't describe like the look of a rose, the smell of rain or the feeling of forever.

you know it's meant to be when even the times you can't stand him, he's the only person on your mind

i fear i will always have to chase the things i want. i'll always have to wonder whether i am truly wanted or whether i've just been settled for.

it's the way that you talk, that you laugh, that you smile. if beauty was inches, you'd go on for miles. it's the way that you make everything seem worth while the second that you say hello. it's the way every love song reminds me of you.

late at night when the world is sleeping, I am staying up and thinking of you and wishing on a star that somewhere you are thinking of me too.

I wondered what happened when you offered yourself to someone, and they opened you, only to discover you were not the gift they expected and they had to smile and nod and say thank you all the same.

if life was easy, i wouldn't be sitting here trying to figure out ways to get you to love me

if it's the thought that counts, then you can count on me- I think about you all the time.

Shes the type of girl, who tries not to like you, But ends up falling for you even harder

Did you know she hates it when she goes a whole day without speaking to you and you don't even notice?

Drunken words are merely sober thoughts.

One day you're gunna want that girl.
The girl that wasn't perfect but tried to be perfect for you.
The girl that believed the scraps of you she was given were worth it because something was better than nothing.
That girl who wanted nothing more than to be there for you and love you the way she knows she only could.
The girl who sees your flaws but values them as much as your strengths.
That girl who still can't bring herself to hate you, even though sometimes you probably deserve it.
That girl who saw past your pretty face and treasured parts of you that no one else had ever appreciated.
The girl who realizes she may never have your heart but will carry the image of you in hers forever.
The girl that sees this and still loves you.
The girl that should have you, but doesn't. Even though she deserves it.

You want to know what makes me love you more than I loved him? It's because when he got me, I was perfectly unused, I was fearless and a hopeless romantic. When you got me, I was bruised and battered, I was afraid of the world and cynical about love and yet you didn't leave.

talk to her ; she's a girl
the reason she doesn't talk first,
is because she has the vision of a boy
who will go out of his way for her

I know you & I know it won't take you long to make me smile.

Don't fight the things I know you want to say to me
Don't make it harder on yourself.






 
 
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