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I remember

I remember a world of sorrow.
As I wasted away in the waters
Trying to contemplate my existence.

The world a labyrinth
With a little life shining thought.
Feeling wasted and over used.

Then with no prediction.
I reclaimed my light.
As I recalled way I lived.

I had see in once, death
As I clamed the ladder
In desperation to survive.

I might not have been beaten.
But my will was strong.
For emotions was my murderer.

Bitterness woe, loneliness and hate.
Had consumed my heart
And with no bright hope to hold on to.

And in the darkness the sun shone bright.
As my curse lifted and I was liberated
Finally able to bask in the moonlight.

As an animal I achieved my existence.
Living in a state of mind
Superior to all humans

But in my search for an idenaty
I misplaced sanity and my reason
Life passed to fast to be seen by the eye.

And in my journey I was arrogant.
Perching words with not a meaning.
Learning lessons with no teacher.

I lost my compass and my way.
I had been the girl with houses
Watching animals in my wondering.

My these words be my bible.
For I will never
Be killed again.


By Rurouni Dark Wolf