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As I wait counting the days I have left till I can see you again I think well heres antother christmas without you..
I look and relize 2 full years loving you but not have the voice, lungs, courage to tell you how I felt about you..

I know its too late but I just cant wait to tell you for it will seal my fate...but you are going out again for im too late.. A night I look at the river and found out ur not the girl to be alone.You break up and ur in a new relationship.. I se the moon and i can see you in his car your boy friend doesnt feel how ifeel about you.. your the reason im awake ur the reason i open my eyes and go through hell to just impress you and i look at the other side and know its another happey christmas for you and another loneley one for me...
I see your smiles and see your happy with him.. and i dont know what to do just end my life END IT NOW! wile i still have a chance to be happy! I dont want a lonley christmas ant nextyear comes valentines day! oh boy more poison for the soul I just want to see your smile when i wake up, when i make you brakefast when i come from work when you do too..

but love is something i cant show now that will coust me...

I cant even see you anymore that basterd destroyied you! and stole you from me at least talk to your 2nd hand friend...

dont forget someone you forgot still remembers you...