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RIP DHONABLLE CRERS AGUDON.
we miss you! ):

yeah, even if we're not that close, i miss you and i know you're seeing this.
Dhonabelle is one of my batchmates.
i knew her when we had our intramurals way back 'o7.
she's a pretty girl who has a kind heart.
it was all in her face.
really friendly.
she transferred to my former school last school year though.

but then, angheli asked me during recess..
"do you know dhonabelle?"
i was like.. "agudon?"
"she's already dead"
it hit me with those words.
i just can't believe that she died at a young age.
i feel so guilty that i have not talked to her through YM during the time that she was always online.

angheli told me that all the people are commenting on her facebook saying may you rest in peace. and that riema's message through phone had the same words. crying and that she died due to her heart. she had a surgery.

i'm looking through people's twitter but can't find a post about her death.
like it doesn't really matter to them anymore 'cause she's not a lasallian anymore.
but i hope it isn't that way.

Dhonabelle, i know you're now in heaven, may you always guide us.
we love you. :]
we always will, in behalf of erika ferrer who's in CA now.

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people are going to eat me.
with how they look at me.
crying

tito mike transferred me into kuya greg's service.
now i'm all back to basic.
shyness = 100% loaded. crying

i didn't go there this afternoon.
idk which was the van.
i'm feeling so shy.
abnormal heartbeat.
like they really are going to eat me.
because i'm the new person there. D:

and i've decided i'll just go to school by myself starting this december.
commute.
i'll just have the housemaid accompany me in crossing the street then i'd go to school and come home.

two weeks of this crap.
no classes tomorrow.