I find myself happy right now for a very strange reason. sense of contentment i was unaware of achieving...? i dont know. i cant complain though ^^. it feels good. not constantly straining over every.little.drop.of.hateful.scornful.life-hurt.
meeeh. i s'POSE it cooould be the music im listening to at 1:15 in the morning, but we may never know x3
anyway. the middle of the night is the best time of day for me. well, when i can survive staying up to sustain the freedom of it. no parents. no bothers. its really great. the worst part is getting tired. although if you get tired enough you just get a super-powerful sense of care-free-ness... and exhaustion. its almost like you dont give a s**t about what happens, but when it does its HILAAAARIOUS~
in other news. lots of things are going on around me as i am frozen still in a block of ice... that was a metaphor btw. for I AM DOING NOTHING. both good and bad. buuuut i dont give a damn right now. oh how i love you nighttime <3 xD
i may be going back to school in january. i dont want to. but if i dont i lose my health insurance coverage. soooo that sucks. ive been trying like a motha' to get loans and a job [a lazy motha' x3]. no luck yet on either. but what ev. if i cant get back to school i honestly dont ******** care rofl
well there you go. my mid-night escapade update. enjoy your anarchical buddy's rant!
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