i have no clue anymore.
i have no idea what is going to happen next.
i hate that all i can do is just wait and watch others do things for me.
i hate not knowing.
i hate being so pathetically helpless.
i hate that if i try to help i'll get blown off.
i hate that no one believes in me.
i hate that they have reason to.
i hate the agonizing monotony of my worthless day to day life.
i hate secrets.
i hate that no one listens.
i hate that no one believes.
i hate suicide,
but i want to shoot myself of a building.
i hate that I’m too much of a p***y to do it for real.
i hate that im not enough of a p***y to do it for real.
i hate that im to proud to admit to wanting to.
i hate that i just did.
i hate that i can't stop complaining.
i hate that im so blind.
i hate that no one comments.
i hate that i cant rhyme.
i hate that nothings ever easy
i hate that i can’t sleep
i hate that i hate so much
i hate that i can’t stop
i hate that im a lost cause
i hate that im giving up on me,
'cuz that means im as bad as them.
So please help me to stop.
I_am_drop Community Member 
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