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I'm soft spoken.... And I hate being soft spoken too.... The reason I said that is because well....One half of my feelings says that I still love meh other bf...(The first one...Just keep reading...I'll sum it up later), but on the other hand my and this really cool dude named Naweed kind of, or have a clue, like each other...I mean we both love SAW, we both have half a clue what anime is, and he's sweet and we understand each other...Not to mention we're both the same age....
See, with me and Alex(The first one) we're still like love each other, we both like anime (we're stuck on Naruto...Well I am I don't know about him though), but here's the twist....He likes to flirt (and he's 17 I'm 13)...I don't.... I like guys for their personality... He litterary kept hugging me....Like he was Tobi or something...But instead of going, "Tobi's a good boy!!!" all the time, he says "I love you babe. I can't get my mind off of you." *little crying* I like him and he like me but I think he loves me because I kiss him alot... Or I tell him "I love you" alot...

*stops and takes a deep breath*
Look to tie this all together, I like Naweed because he's really sweet and he's really kind and he actully talks to me instead of everytime I turn around he's kissing me everywhere...
See, I love Alex, but he's older than me...And I can't see how older people is interested in younger people.... *hugs Naweed* I want to speak up, but I hate it when people just make a big a** deal when you complain about how uncomfertable you are and how it makes you feel....
I'm doing my best to not make it sound like a soap opera but this is like serious.... I want to break up with him.....And its hard...I mean I have the reasons and everything... Its just hard for me to pick the right moment and hard to tell him....

Please help meh.... emo