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ѕo yeaн. нey ғolĸѕ. ι decιded ι ѕтarт wrιтιng ιn тнιѕ darn тнιng. ι geт gold && everyone can ѕтalĸ мy every word. [creepy] вυт yeaн, нow ғ*cĸ*d υp ιѕ тнιѕ year. 2009 нaѕ вeen нella ѕυcĸιѕн. receѕѕιon, deaтн, poverтy. [ѕυмѕ υp мy eхperιence, нow aвoυт yoυrѕ?] ι loѕт мy "вιg вroтнer". ι мιѕѕ нιм ѕo мυcн && ι тнιnĸ нe waѕ тнe only perѕon ι proвaвly тrυly loved υncondιтιonally. -ѕιgн- wιтн тнe wнole poverтy тнιng, ι've вeen looĸιng ғor a joв ғor aвoυт a year and a нalғ. no lυcĸ. мy parenтѕ need тнe мoney тoo. we are on тнιn ιce && aвoυт тo вe ғorced тo мove. ι can'т тaĸe вeιng ιn тнe lower мιddle claѕѕ. [нell ι can'т тaĸe anyone вeιng ιn a вad predιcaмenт] ι jυѕт wanт тнιngѕ тo go вacĸ тo тнe тιмe wнen ι jυѕт dιdn'т gιve a d*мn and тнaт waѕ oĸ. [ι тнιnĸ тнaт waѕ wнen ι waѕ aвoυт 5, υgн.]