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For Valentine's Day...

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Poetry and Written Stuff.

First, a song I wrote.


Tomás
by Ein's Baby 4laugh

Verse 1
Hearts beating in ecstasy.
Tongues proclaiming "you and me".
Four feet prancing joyfully
Across all that we will be.


Chorus
His name! His name! Like truth untold.
His smile, like watching blossoms unfold.
His arms, like wool against the cold.
His eyes sparking: dark, and gold.

His tears like breaking liquid glass...
My beautiful Tomᳮ


Verse 2
I'll hold him, love him, keep him safe.
Trace the features of his face.
Plains and mountains, rivers too.
Blood trickles through my veins for you.


Chorus
His name! His name! Like truth untold.
His smile, like watching blossoms unfold.
His arms, like wool against the cold.
His eyes sparking: dark, and gold.

The screams, the pain, it all comes last!
My beautiful Tomᳮ


Bridge
Stroke me a little with your hands...
Softer, softer now...
Let your lips graze over the darkest of me...
Let me open my eyes now... Wider, so much wider, now...


Chorus
His name! His name! Like truth untold.
His smile, like watching blossoms unfold.
His arms, like wool against the cold.
His eyes sparking: dark, and gold.

Kiss me, but please, not so fast...
My beautiful Tomᳮ


And that's my song for him. sweatdrop

Here's a poem... I think you'll like it. I read it to him over the phone, and he said it was beautiful. But tell me if he's right. wink


A Storm's About to Hit
By Ein's Lasagna *inside joke* rofl

He promised me everything.
The moon, the stars, the sun, the sky.
In the end...
He didn't WANT moons, stars, suns, or skies.
But I did not want measly pebbles.

In only a matter of hours... it was almost as if...
Fate itself was on my side.

Do YOU want everything?
The moon, the stars, the sun, the sky?
In the end...
Will we HAVE moons, stars, suns, or skies?
Will we be free of pebbles?

When my eyes feel cloudy, and need to rain...
When my light soil needs to be traced with fingertips...
When my thunder rumbles for love...
Love made...
When my brooks trickle for you to swim inside of me...

I wonder if... only if...
Fate itself is on my side.

Would your clouds and mine rain in unison?
Would your coffee-bean soil mix with my sandy soil?
Would your thunder rumble for MY love?
Love made?
Would you swim deep inside of me, our brooks flowing as one?

I feel a storm about to hit.
Let's make love outside tonight.


*coughs* 'Sa little risque, but... enjoy. twisted

And one that's innocent and cutesey wutesy... 4laugh


The Garden of Tulips
By Ein's Angel heart

The garden of tulips,
Growing supple and sweet,
Stands endlessly before
A honey sky's keep.

I watch as they flourish
Beneath a curious glance.
I'm sure they'd smile at me
If given the chance.

But one tulips stands
Differently, you see.
The tulip is colorful, like the northern lights.
Not the sunny gold it's supposed to be.

I touch the pedals tenderly,
With love in every stroke.
I held that colored tulip
Until the sun awoke.

I sit here and swear to it.
On all that I will be,
To adore it. To cradle it.
For all eternity.


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See him? I know the tulip is not described as red in the poem, but he does stand out like that, my baby does. I love you, Ein. So damned much. heart And I anticipate dancing with you on my fifteenth birthday. I shall count down the days in the calender in my heart. 4laugh


Fear
By Ein's Fearless Girl heart

Other girls. Other boys.
They laugh at us because we’re
different.

Because we don’t fear the eternal link between two souls.
Because we don’t fear whispering words of wonder from our hearts.
Because we’re not afraid of telling the truth.

We laugh at them because they’re all the
same.

Perhaps they’re afraid of the power of that link.
Perhaps they’re afraid of anything that speaks from the heart.
Perhaps they’re afraid of the truth, because they know it can never die.

Take me,
mi cielo.
Peer into my glazed eyes.
Run your thumb over my lower lip.
I will tremble.

Kiss me slowly, savor every moment,
mi corazon.

Don’t be afraid.


This next one is a little older, to express to him how I felt about him after we met.


The Lover's Ink
By Ein's Ink (Wait... eek )

1st Verse
Redemption. They say it's such a glorious thing.
If only... if only...
Love. They say it's such a passionate thing.
If only... if only...


Chorus
We went through so much.
Too much.
We said way too much.
Too much.
In the end, weakness came down.
Bring the weak down!
In the end, his walls were built once more.
Bring yours down!
Don't let this ink go to waste.
Don't, don't, DON'T!


Verse 2
I know you love that girl.
That beautiful girl.
I know you'd die for that girl.
That beautiful girl.


Chorus
We walked and strolled too much.
Too much.
We danced and skipped too much.
Too much.
In the end, strength failed us.
Don't let it fail us!
Don't let this ink go to waste.
Don't, don't, DON'T!


Bridge
Never ever and forever
Have I written such a letter.
With the paper of a mourner,
But the ink of a lover.


Chorus
We laughed and joked too much.
Too much.
We sighed and cried too much.
Way, way, way too much!
In the end, love slapped my face.
Way, way, way too hard!
Don't let this ink go to waste.
Don't, don't, DON'T!


Ending
You know how it feels.
Feels like hell, don't it?
To feel your ink dry on forgotten paper...


Top Reasons to Love My Love

- His smile.
- His laugh.
- His "Smokey the Bear" impression.
- His embrace.
- The way he says, "I love you, Franny" over the phone.
- How beautiful he sounds when he cries on my shoulder.
- His amazingly beautiful body.
- His talent, that pwns all poetry. domokun
- His hot breath on my neck and chest. (Wait, no, that was from a dream I had last night. twisted )
- His generosity, and the way he gives before he even thinks about taking.
- How adorably quiet and shy he is. Like a bunny. <3
- The way he says in his Mr. T voice, "You MY girl."
- The faint whisper that is his voice when he's tired.
- His kickass debates. (He's a Democrat, I'm a Republican, and I shall glady bear his Donkephant babies.) mrgreen
- How he truly believes that I am beautiful.
- How he shuts me up with kisses and tenderness when I feel lonely, or hurt, or hopless. "There is no other Franny out there," he tells me.
- How my tears fall so freely when I hear his poems read aloud, and his words of wisdom and truth, when he tells me there will never be another.
- How he asks me, "So... what's my girl wearin' today?" and is turned on by anything I have on. Yes, even if it's mom jeans and a turtleneck. (I don't own mom jeans. Eww.)
- How he appears so quiet at first, but then opens up to those he loves, and is truly a very loud and crazy person (like me) when comfortable.
- How he respects women, and treats them the way we deserve to be treated.
- How he will gladly kick the a** of anyone who ******** around with me.
- How his tears will never make me laugh, but how his smile will sometimes make me cry.
- How he sacrifices his dignity to sing "My Humps" over the phone to me. whee
- How he never forgets.

And the biggest reason of all:

- Ein is Ein. heart Love is blind, and knows no reason. All these listed things are wonderful, and they make him who he is, but it's the overall package that makes its contents so beautiful.


Reminiscing Over A Lovesick Concerto (... *shrug*)

Verse 1

I don't get it, boy.
Do you get it boy?
Why women
Any woman
Would pay any price
Countless women
For a woman they could hold, hold?
Hold, hold...

God, I love you boy.
How I just need you, boy.
Why women
Any woman
Would pay any price
For a love so cold, cold?
Cold, cold...


Verse 2

I see so well, boy.
Do you see me, boy?
Why would you
Any side of you
Pay any price
Any side of you
For a girl so plain, plain?
Plain, plain...

You see no flaws, boy.
Are you blind, boy?
Why would you
Any side of you
Pay any price
Any side of you
For a heart slain, slain?
Slain, slain...


Verse 3

I don't understand, boy.
Why are you so glad, boy?
Why would someone like you
No one else like you!
Pay all the world, but none of ours
Just you, and only you
For someone like me, me?
Me, me...

See these eyes, boy.
They see but your eyes, boy.
Why wouldn't I
And only I
Pay any price
Any damned price
For you to love me, me?
Me, me...


Chocolatey Drizzle
Ah, the disruption in science class was to die for. x____________________X

They approached Ebony's house in what seemed to be hours. Lost in each other's presence, time seemed to slow.
The continuous, romantic fluttering of moth wings paused; the eternal blinking of the light illuminated their path, for the moon's radiance was beginning to fade into the solemn gloaming.
And yet, for once, Ebony and Ein's worlds had ignited; burning in the flames of fervor.
"You hungry?" Ebony questioned softly, her Peacian accent suddenly shoving the tender quiet aside.
"I couldn't impose, Ebony."
"Nah, it's alright. I'm a little bit hungry myself," she chuckled soothingly. "I have some tuna salad sandwiches in the fridge. I know it's not exactly... suitable for Christmas dinner -"
"Anything's fine with me," Ein replied, beaming.
Ebony was not sure if she was imagining things, but she thought she saw color rise in his cheeks.
The pair was nearing the small, humble home at this point.
She closed her eyes and bit her lip. She was trembling, for Ein's hand had found a way to slide its way around her waist, and was firmly, yet delicately, holding her close.
Before she had a chance to take in a breath, they were standing, face-to-face, on her wooden porch.
But Ebony had no time to complain, or roll her eyes at the riggedy old house's flaws, for in an instant, Ein's arms were locking her supple, curvy figure into his passionate, yet silent grasp.
"Ein, I..."
"Shh, beautiful Ebony. Shh..."
Ebony was trembling. Trembling with fear, lust, love... All three at once, she soon found out.
"Ein..." she moaned against his parted, moist lips. "I don't want... to fall in love... I... I'll die if you leave me -"
"Ebony... I'm not Matthew..." he whispered, his breath mingling with hers. "I'm not... an idiot..."
"But... I'm a fool..."
"A beautiful one..."
"A fool... nonetheless..."
Ebony gasped. His beautiful, wet lips were grazing over her jawline, nibbling on her milky-white flesh, flicking his tongue over her earlobe.
Ebony's toes curled in amour, her hands desperately grasping his neck and shoulders for support, for she felt as though she could sink into the ground.
"I'm such... a fool, Ein..."
"No..." He nibbled on her neck, now. "You've just... been torn... by that b*****d... Who didn't even... ******** deserve you..."
"He ripped me to pieces..." Ebony could not help but let a lone, liquid diamond trickle from her eyes, onto her pale, yet flushed cheeks.
Ein paused the dramatic display of affection, and lapped the tear onto his tongue.
"I taste pain in you, Ebony."
She whimpered pitifully.
"I want to taste tears of love."
Ebony's heart stopped.
She could, of course, feel the pulse of blood between her legs. She knew her body was screaming for him. But she was unsure if her heart could handle the intensity of the passion she knew would be exchanged in bed with the man before her.
"Ein... You don't want me. You don't, okay!"
"No, I don't."
Silence.
"I need you, Ebony. I've never met anyone like you..."
"Ein... Are you... Do you have..."
"Hmm?"
"Do you have... 'Powers' of any sort?"
"'Powers'?"
"I... I just feel something... Inside of me... That I can't resist with you. You... you haven't performed any Spells, or Charms, have you?"
"Ebony, I'm only a humble human seeking someone to love. I want you to be that woman, Ebony."
"But why, Ein? Look at me!"
And he did. Frumpled, raven-black hair, lavender eyes, glazed with tears, a tattered, unwashed nightgown and slippers populated with dirt and holes, a leather jacket, with sleeves too long, and that dragged along the floor; the most beautiful woman he had ever seen.
"I have, Ebony. I see a fiery soul, who deserves more than I have to offer you."
He was on his knees now, a few tears collecting in the pearly whites of his eyes.
"I'm not the wealthiest man alive," he admitted miserably. "I'm not rich. I don't have a diamond ring to offer you."
Ebony found herself crying, even without her own consent. She could not hold back the tears.
"But I do have diamonds for you, of greater value."
He took her hand, her trembling fingers, into his. He brought her thin, white fingers to the light caramel skin of his face, and smudged her index finger with his tears.
"These diamonds, that fall for a woman like you."
Ebony burst into tears, by her own consent, and gently pulled his face to hers, helping Ein up to his feet, and crushing her mouth against his.
In a matter of moments, Ebony had been pushed against the door as Ein's violently hot kisses ravaged her neck, her face, her collarbone, and when Ebony tilted her head back far enough, her supple, pastel breasts.
Every square inch of skin that fell victim to Ein's fiery touch burned, and burned, and burned.
And Ebony was not planning on putting out THIS fire anytime soon.
She gasped and groaned when he pressed his very noticeable erection to the smooth crease of fabric between her legs.
Her coat fell to the ground almost instantly, her arms trembling like never before as she unzipped the gray, simplistic jacket that was supposedly keeping Ein warm in the snowy outside of her home, and pushed it off his shoulders, revealing a thin, white T-shirt covering a black muscle shirt.
"Too many clothes," Ebony panted seductively, pulling his T-shirt and muscle shirt over his head at the same time, and tossed them aside.
Ein grinned mischieviously and reached behind Ebony, and slowly, slowly, began to undo the back of her nightgown, his tawny fingers trembling slightly.
Her nightgown hit the ground, revealing her nakedness, her plump chest, her devilish curves, her delicate, slightly rounded tummy, and other features that would have caught his attention, if it weren't for her eyes.
Her eyes were like two little children. Blunt in their message, mysterious, playful, and glimmered a delicate lavender gold that had never been revealed before, that read, "I know I'm right."
Not even with the Matthew she once would have died for.
She knew she was right.

---

The lovesick pair whimpered as climax came over the both of them.
It was 3 in the morning, the sky was a pale lilac, stars winking through the open window.
The glistening, stone-like figures danced upon Ein's dark, chocolate-coloured eyes, and over Ebony's orchid-coloured ones.
The stars' reflections began to sway from side to side, as tears collected in their eyes.
Neither of them were virgins. They had had plenty of sex. Plenty of physical pleasure. Plenty of physical satisfaction.
But not once. Once. Had they ever made love.
"Ein..." Ebony whispered, tears in her voice, running her fingers through his coffee-toned hair, shifting beneath his muscular, yet lean figure.
She felt a bolt of electricity that made her gasp, as he brushed his swollen erection against her.
She shut her eyes, drowning in every little bit of pleasure, physical or spiritual, that they exchanged.
"I want you to stay here. With me. Forever, Ein..."
"Forever, Ebony."
He leaned down and pressed his forehead, damp with sweat, against hers, and felt her hot breath against his lips, and pecked hers tenderly.
"Not two months. Not a few weeks. Forever, Ebony. Forever."
"Forever..."
Their eyes locked. They were one.
"I love you, Ebony."
"I love you, Ein."
"Forever," they whispered in sweet, sweet harmony.


[/roleplaying fantasies]

:XP:

Please comment for critiques and such. More will definitely be added in the near future. 3nodding

Double-E Tunes.

I've decided to make a section of this entry dedicated to songs that other people have written, of which I personally believe are our songs, because they describe us so perfectly.

=D

"Not While I'm Around" by Barbra Streisand.

"Dreamgirl" by Dave Matthews Band.

"Lover Lay Down" by Dave Matthews Band.

"Can't Help Falling in Love" by Elvis Presley.

"Unexpected Song" by Sarah Brightman

"Shine" by Mr. Big

"Get to Me" by Train

"Small of Two Pieces" by Masato Kato.

"You and Me" by Lifehouse.

"Iris" by the Goo Goo Dolls.

That's it for right now.

If you have any more ideas for love songs by other artists and stuff, feel free to comment!

Or if you just want to share ideas for my own works, that'd be great too!

^_______________^






User Comments: [3]
rinrun
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Wed Jun 21, 2006 @ 07:56pm


CHOCOLATEY DRIZZLE?!? Haha. OMG, that thing got me into trouble during a VERY IMPORTANT TEST. And Chocolatey Drizzle was the name of Christine's ghetto-snack. XD


Ebania
Community Member





Sun Jul 02, 2006 @ 08:33am


You know you thought it was awesome.

Christine went and underlined all the "dirty" parts of it . . .

XD

Ghetto snacks? Like microwaveable chicken nuggets with a side of frozen green beans?

Those're good.

>.<


Clone_of_Ein
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Sat Jul 08, 2006 @ 12:41pm


Hey babe....sorry if i'm posting is Ein's Page which i find so beautiful and warms my heart right up. Franny i will be on later today....and so sorry for a short post i'm just really shy right now lol. I love you Franny....I'll see you soon m'love


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