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I love U jordan
I love u so much
but I can't do this anymore crying
I cry every night after u say goodnight
Knowing I can't see u
I can't talk 2 u anymore
I love u
bye
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crying
No I didn't tell him that
but I have the thoughts 2
and I love him soooooooo much
U wouldn't know how much
If I saw him right now I would be so happy
everything that sux in my life right now would just go away
And all I'd want 2 do is be with him 4ever
and never have 2 go

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They are standing in my path
my life can not continue unti lI chose one
like a fork in the road
which one will I pick?
will it be a dead end?
will I crash?
and have 2 make my way bak?
just 2 start all over again
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I can't choose
Craig
Austin
Jordan???

Right now I have that feeling just 2 be held and loved
and it can not be fulfilled