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	The Master's doodles..^^ well, this simply contains anything i feel like writing at the moment..^^


why do i always get tired of everything? no matter how hard i try to enjoy things and keep myself happy, it always comes to this point that i just get bored of whatever it is that i started having fun with. i have no consistency, i have no contentment. what is it that is lacking? goodness.. when will i ever get the hang of life? i just can't understand. and now, even love.. even love can't make me feel fulfilled.. why is it so? i don't understand! if this goes on, i'm afraid of what would happen with my life.. of what would happen to me.. i can't imagine it. sigh. maybe because i made too many wrong decisions.. and now i'm paying for it.. good grief. Astrid Kyst* · Mon Sep 07, 2009 @ 11:45am · 1 Comments


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..pools of sorrow, waves of joy, are drifting through my open mind,
possessing and caressing me..
..nothing's gonna change my world.

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Sun Sep 20, 2009 @ 07:09am

man by nature is insatiable. we always say that when we get what we want, we'd be happy. but the thing is, yes, we would be happy for the time being but after that, what happens? there we go again, searching for a new want, a new need. the pursuit for happiness never stops.
we will never stop asking for more.
but you don't have to worry, it's not like its a bad thing. because come to think of it these things that we want are the ones that drives us to do the unimaginable, to go to places where we have never been.
in our pursuit for happiness, we find ourselves in a continuous journey, and it is in this journey that we discover ourselves. once the journey stops, that means you've reached the end.
so enjoy now, and as pat says, "JUST BE". it is not easy, even i am having a hard time following it. we cannot erase the fact that there will be these moments where we feel so evil, feeling unsatisfied being the blessed people that we are. but we are humans, nothing more and nothing less. we will always feel this way every once in a while. i feel this way too every now and then -- but i like to believe that i should treasure moments like these as well. just as much as i treasure the happy moments of my life. because it is with these moments that i learn to appreciate those moments that i am contented and happy with what i have.
if we won't feel thirsty, how would we know that we needed to drink?

it's like i always say, we can never make the way the world goes change for us. if it is our nature to be insatiable, then so be it, we have to accept that fact because at least for our part, we do what we can. heart

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