Its always somthing more than just being heartbroken isn't it? ......i know...i know it is.. The dealer of pain Its card burned sharp with the queen of hearts Rough as a diamond it will always cut you down Being sad, selfish let yourself drown Let yourself suffer but don't be labeled Don't call your self emo its only depression But i'm somthing else something more but slowly it congresses My pain and anguish yet i let no one know Even my closest loved ones don't have clue i feel so low I bottle up everything and hide behind a mask of smiles Blowing everything up burning my stack of memories that sweet...sweet little pile I let myself be disgrace by my own thoughts I allow myself to become the stranger i swore to thwart I let everyone down i have became a failure to my own eyes Theres is nothing left of me i'm deprived of my pride I start to become souless nothing left in my eyes No soul no emotion all has been abide My anger begins to gave way like how the moon sways the tides My evil true nature begins show from side to side My gastly hideous looks hidden from the nights sky My vicious crazed intentions no longer standing by I rip my victims to shreds a thwart no remorses My body has gone numb No reguard for human life? yes yes...i have none Because they've taken all they can from me My life my loved one and my sole destiny My body begins to weaken as the time passes by Slowly i slump to the ground shriveled up and ready to die And in the end i relize that i am all alone Not even i am in my own abode But i don't care anymore i have gone numb This is enchantment of this psycho lunatic from the tomb As i gaze at the stars taking my last breath My last moment my last thought my last saying ''no regrets''
Xeemix Otoro Narubu Katakari ~ God Of Sin
Xeemix · Tue Sep 01, 2009 @ 02:57am · 0 Comments |