Ugh.
Guys are... different.
Okay, well I'm sure you know I went up to the trailer/Sauble Beach with my friend.
Correct?
Well, I met a shy guy, Michael which was Nicole's friend.
And we liked each other.
Blah, blah, blah.
I told her it's going to end up like every other guy.
She disagreed with me.
Naah, nah, that won't happen.
So believed her.
Long story short, this guy has problems.
He tells me he never wants to see my face ever again.
Why?
I don't know, ask him.
Then he talks non-stop about me to Nicole.
He loves me.
He doesn't want anything to do with me.
Day after day this happens.
I'm fcking tired of this s**t.
Hey, I'm sorry!
But I don't feel I should wait and be tortured of what he says.
Everytime he says..
I didn't know how much you meant to me until you left
MY a**.
Okay, if I meant sooo much to you, then why are you trying to change me?
Why are you mood swinging about your feelings for me?
I'm tired.
So i told her.
Looks like your wrong this time
When I showed her the text.
"Know how i said Hannah wasn't worth it?"
"Well, I don't take it back."
The whole time from the ride home from Toronto to this very second, I was crying.
Dad asked what was wrong and I just said..
"Guys."
He understood and just let me be.
(Thank you, dad. ♥)
I wasn't crying what he said to me that point, it's what he was doing to me.
Saying I was worth it, i wasn't worth it, he liked me, he loved me, he never wanted to see me again.
Lying.
Betraying.
And the best part is, he was debating between me and this other girl that he liked.
Turns out he was going to choose her anyways.
So there was really no point in liking him.
Probably the only guy that has never left me through thick and thin in my daily life is my dad and Preston.
I'd choose them over any guy.
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