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8.20.09
Last night I dreamed about him. I dreamed that we finally saw each other again after 4 years. We talked about how much we missed each other, shared memories of when we were younger. I told him how i was sorry i didn't get to say good bye to him when i moved. time skipped ahead. He slept on the floor. I had the a.c on all night. i thought he may have been cold, so I dropped some of my blankets down to cover him. I said, "I'm sorry i didn't give them to you earlier, i totally forgot that you didn't have any." then i blushed, but it was dark so he couldn't see. He gave the covers back to me and said " I'm alright. I would freeze, knowing that you were warm and okay" then he smiled at me. I still remember his smiles. I think i started tearing, but I'm not sure.It was so real. Then he hugged me. Apparently, i had been crying. both in the dream and in real life. he said " i miss you everyday". then, he was gone. I woke up and no one was there. my pillow was wet from my tears, but on my face, it felt as though someone had wiped them away. i could have been imagining that though. I miss him everyday. ever since 4th grade. I'll never forget him. i haven't after 4 years. I wish so much that it wasn't a dream. I would give anything to just say hi to him. I still remember everything about him. If only it was real. But sadly, i woke up to my own loneliness and memories.