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I am feeling much better finally. I've stopped hacking my lungs out, so I should be able to sleep tonight. I'm in a weird mood today, kinda down but not really. I havent been as productive as I'd have liked to be, but what can I do?

Right now I'm proud of myself for restraining bitter remarks toward the Red Queen. She basically called me lazy, unmotivated, and told me I shall rue the consequences. I've been studying my a** off for the SAT and ACT. She says I need to drive more. I dont have a car. Makes practice a bit hard wouldnt you say? Only two years, and I am moving out. I cannot stay here without some...explosion occuring. Really I cant. So, I'm going to distract myself with a good book, and study more tomorrow, where she can see me, cause obviously if she cant see it I'm not doing it... stressed