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I wake with despair
I walk out of my house for school
I arrive with those same blank stares..
like they are frighted by me...
I go to class and see the girl of my dreams.
I gain the courage ask her out....
" haha NO way ugly"
i stare and hold in my feeling
walking and walking
A group of guys walk up to me and push me and hit me
I manage to run away into the bathroom
Take out the scissors and start cutting my hair violently.
sink to the floor and crawl in the corner.
and wonder if i have to put up with this Bs my whole life...
walks home runs to room and locks door
Gets the razor............................
pulls up sleeve.......
Stares at razor.....................
Puts razor on flesh
Stops and says his last words
" DAME THIS IS ALL UR FAULT!!!!!"
Stops.......
and thinks
Should i be doing this?
" I am NOT AFRAID TO KEEP ON LIVING!!!"
throws the razor across the room
And gets up
" i will live on"
the boy wispers.....................................





That was my second poem for today!!!!
I would like to thank scene gurl rolf
For helping me with this poem
* IMPORTANT NOTE *
I am not a cutter. This poem was made for the people that do and to let you No the bad things that U are doing and killing many teens.........................
* IMPORTANT NOTE*