..i now know my own problem was..
i hate myself from the beginning...
i hate myself for all wat i've been doing
i hate myself for all wat i've been thinking...
this is not wat i used to act before. this is not wat i used to love before.
today i changed. that's why myself hate me...
i think that i need god the most on this situation..
my thoughts are around me, confused who to follow...
my thoughts we're hurting and my feelings are complicated
i can't understand it..
i want to study, but the half of mine keep saying i hate studying..
and the half of mine keep saying i need to study but the end i followed the other thoughts on not studying but i felt guilty...
i want to wake up early to catch up on studying. when my alarm phone rang. half of mine wants to sleep and half of mine wants to wake up. but i followed the other half on sleeping at the end, i was furious! because i didn't catch-up and afraid to fail..
i think that at end i was the one who's a fool and the who's been fooled..
i need GOD the most here!!...dat's why i cried out to his name..
that's why i learned a very important lesson to day...
i need to follow wats right here..
and i need to know wats the right now before making a decision because if u ...followed the evil part of yourself at the end you would be neglecting it...
i hate myself from the beginning...
i hate myself for all wat i've been doing
i hate myself for all wat i've been thinking...
this is not wat i used to act before. this is not wat i used to love before.
today i changed. that's why myself hate me...
i think that i need god the most on this situation..
my thoughts are around me, confused who to follow...
my thoughts we're hurting and my feelings are complicated
i can't understand it..
i want to study, but the half of mine keep saying i hate studying..
and the half of mine keep saying i need to study but the end i followed the other thoughts on not studying but i felt guilty...
i want to wake up early to catch up on studying. when my alarm phone rang. half of mine wants to sleep and half of mine wants to wake up. but i followed the other half on sleeping at the end, i was furious! because i didn't catch-up and afraid to fail..
i think that at end i was the one who's a fool and the who's been fooled..
i need GOD the most here!!...dat's why i cried out to his name..
that's why i learned a very important lesson to day...
i need to follow wats right here..
and i need to know wats the right now before making a decision because if u ...followed the evil part of yourself at the end you would be neglecting it...
Hanah Tan
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