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There is so much pain in life but still I continue to walk on.
I try to keep my head held high but its not always easy.
When you've been told so many times in your life that you are nothing to tend to believe it.
I still keep walking on.
But sometimes I wonder if the pain is worth it.
I came into this world with nothing and I'll leave with nothing.
I have been homeless, abused, molested, and been without.
I wonder if God cared so much about me, why would he make me suffer so much.
Yet there are those who have never had to go thorough the life I had and when you tell them your problems the shrug them off. Like there nothing and your being melodramatic. I tell you that I'm not ok. And you tell me that I'm being dramatic as always. But the funny thing is you never had to go through it all.
I'm hurt.