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I wanted to write about the matter of life becuz i just dont get wat it means? I mean y liveur life when u kno that the next day is going to be even worse. Plus all of the drmaa u have to go thru...sometimez it just seems its not worth it...but when i was with Katey for the past 3 days (and amanda and gabe) I din't once think about death. I was happy. I don't kno y. Appenerntly when im alone...i get creppy thoughts. It's scary. And i get nightmares when im not with friends...i have dreams about me dying or someone else....ugh. So wat do u think i should do about this?