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I know I've pushed you to the edge,
Letting you hover over the ledge,
And I know I've been doubting your love, too,
Forgive me, it just seems too good to be true...
I don't want to lose anymore tears...
It's one of my biggest fears...
It's not that I don't trust you to make me your only...
Believe me, I just don't want to be lonely,
And I'm scared you'll find someone new,
And in thinking I'm yours, I'll be a fool
Compared to that other girl
She'll be your whole world,
And there'll be no room in your heart left for me anymore...
Will you not be completely satisfied until my heart is torn?
Please, tell me it isn't true, please, please...
I've never had fears like these...
Don't kick me down and leave me crying in the dust...
If it helps, I'll turn this fear into trust...
And if that makes me a fool, well...
Wish me well as I send myself to Hell.