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do u remember that cold day in december leaving all the things u new behind? now i'll never get a chance to see u smiling bak at me or know that ud be proud of me. u abandond me but i loved u why couldnt u see
that u were the one i looked to. do u love ur son?
do u want see me cry? dont tell me ur done
not yet no not yet
he was little he screamed he cried he didnt want u to die
i helped i worried
why? why didnt u love when u could?
i ask now but its far to late
u have already been brought to fate
and here i sit thinking god knows wat
afraid to admit i might self distruct
i can see him lie fast asleep he dreams of his father sometime returning
but he was still learning
his father wont come back
and its this knowledge that he lacked