awesome title, no? lol
Well, I had a great time at my moms. I got to make a new friend. Her name is Melanie, and she is awesome. We played games together and stuff, and she's kinda gothic and such, so we got along great! =D I had to spend one extra night with my mom cause my dad had already made 'plans' with a friend, and so that made me angry cause i couldn't come back home to get on here. He was able to pick me up afterwards though, but since Mel (Melanie) might have been able to stay another night, I stayed. But it turns out that her mom had to come and get her that night, so it left me alone and angry and sad.
On the day my dad brought me home, i got pissed cause he went off to the back, and i couldn't find the house keys. I got so pissed off I couldn't really think straight. I thought that he wasn't back there, in a yell's reach, for some odd reason, and thought he left me, and got even more pissed off. I ended up kicking the fender in on his 89 Toyota Pickup, the first car him and my grandfather baught together, the damn thing means a lot to him. I yelled at my dog a few times, cause i was so angry, and he kept bugging me. ( Poor Rusty, i feel bad about it, now. He just wanted some wuven.. =D ) I went on a bike ride, Fear Factory jamming my ear drums out. At the top of this hill in my neighborhood, there are these two dogs that chase after cars and bikes. I scared the crap out of the little one! It was a good way to get my anger out. I jumped off my bike, throwing it to the side, and ran up to the dog full force, screaming, or should i say squealing ( I can make a freaky piggish squeal scream thingy... ) I don't feel sorry for him, he deserved peeing himself.....
I rode for about 6-7 songs of theirs and on the way back changed to Family Force 5 cause i was getting happier. When I got there, my dad was messing with the floats for the wave runners. all of a sudden some anger came back. He asked if i hadn't found the house key, and I told him no, it's nowhere to be found. He went to open the driver side door when ( OOPS! ) It would only open half way. He noticed the dent immediately, and he asked me about it. at first i shrugged, which i guess he assumed I was saying I knew nothing of it, which was wrong, i just didn't want to answer. I told him i got angry and kicked the truck, cause it was the closest thing i could do damage to (me being the weak person i am...), and make me feel strong. He told me to put my I-pod on the ground. when I did, he asked if i would stop on it, and i made no move. He asked what would i do if he did, and i said i'd be angry. He picked it up and examined his truck. He eventually found the keys and he wouldn't let me get on the computer. I stayed up till 12 playing Disgaea2.
Today, I had to go to work when we were pulling off onto the old highway, we were riding in the Firebird, my baby, and we went corner first into this other guy going down the highway. So I was in my first legitimate wreck, finally! xD It was on my side. Yet again it was one of those 'best seconds of my life' moments, cause of how time seems to go slower than usual, and the sudden anticipation of an unknown outcome. Nothing big though, just a huge dent a bit bigger than a basketball in the front passenger corner....
then at 3pm my dad brought me to my cousin's house. We went to go see the new Harry Potter movie, the Half Blood Prince. Amazing, if nothing else! =D That's where I am now, It's currently 2:44am that I'm typing this. I had a lot to do with my web site, and role playing, posting this, and hanging out with friends, that I've been doing it for 5 hours now..... =O obsession! lol
I'm glad that my ex Josh isn't here at my cousins. I guess telling the adults about him violating me paid off, cause now i don't have to deal with his s**t. (forgive the language, but i can't help but curse with him) So, I won't have to see, or talk with him. That sad thing is I had to sleep on the couch that "IT" happened on. I think i'm sleeping in the floor... idk. I'll think of something.
Well, that's all I got. Thanks for reading if you did. If you're curious about the whole stupid Josh deal, then just pm me, i don't mind talking about it. It's in the past now, and I could care less. I think the song I Don't Care by Apocalyptica fits him well... just a few stanzas.... But I'll stop ranting now.
Thanks a bunch! =D
Byes
Well, I had a great time at my moms. I got to make a new friend. Her name is Melanie, and she is awesome. We played games together and stuff, and she's kinda gothic and such, so we got along great! =D I had to spend one extra night with my mom cause my dad had already made 'plans' with a friend, and so that made me angry cause i couldn't come back home to get on here. He was able to pick me up afterwards though, but since Mel (Melanie) might have been able to stay another night, I stayed. But it turns out that her mom had to come and get her that night, so it left me alone and angry and sad.
On the day my dad brought me home, i got pissed cause he went off to the back, and i couldn't find the house keys. I got so pissed off I couldn't really think straight. I thought that he wasn't back there, in a yell's reach, for some odd reason, and thought he left me, and got even more pissed off. I ended up kicking the fender in on his 89 Toyota Pickup, the first car him and my grandfather baught together, the damn thing means a lot to him. I yelled at my dog a few times, cause i was so angry, and he kept bugging me. ( Poor Rusty, i feel bad about it, now. He just wanted some wuven.. =D ) I went on a bike ride, Fear Factory jamming my ear drums out. At the top of this hill in my neighborhood, there are these two dogs that chase after cars and bikes. I scared the crap out of the little one! It was a good way to get my anger out. I jumped off my bike, throwing it to the side, and ran up to the dog full force, screaming, or should i say squealing ( I can make a freaky piggish squeal scream thingy... ) I don't feel sorry for him, he deserved peeing himself.....
I rode for about 6-7 songs of theirs and on the way back changed to Family Force 5 cause i was getting happier. When I got there, my dad was messing with the floats for the wave runners. all of a sudden some anger came back. He asked if i hadn't found the house key, and I told him no, it's nowhere to be found. He went to open the driver side door when ( OOPS! ) It would only open half way. He noticed the dent immediately, and he asked me about it. at first i shrugged, which i guess he assumed I was saying I knew nothing of it, which was wrong, i just didn't want to answer. I told him i got angry and kicked the truck, cause it was the closest thing i could do damage to (me being the weak person i am...), and make me feel strong. He told me to put my I-pod on the ground. when I did, he asked if i would stop on it, and i made no move. He asked what would i do if he did, and i said i'd be angry. He picked it up and examined his truck. He eventually found the keys and he wouldn't let me get on the computer. I stayed up till 12 playing Disgaea2.
Today, I had to go to work when we were pulling off onto the old highway, we were riding in the Firebird, my baby, and we went corner first into this other guy going down the highway. So I was in my first legitimate wreck, finally! xD It was on my side. Yet again it was one of those 'best seconds of my life' moments, cause of how time seems to go slower than usual, and the sudden anticipation of an unknown outcome. Nothing big though, just a huge dent a bit bigger than a basketball in the front passenger corner....
then at 3pm my dad brought me to my cousin's house. We went to go see the new Harry Potter movie, the Half Blood Prince. Amazing, if nothing else! =D That's where I am now, It's currently 2:44am that I'm typing this. I had a lot to do with my web site, and role playing, posting this, and hanging out with friends, that I've been doing it for 5 hours now..... =O obsession! lol
I'm glad that my ex Josh isn't here at my cousins. I guess telling the adults about him violating me paid off, cause now i don't have to deal with his s**t. (forgive the language, but i can't help but curse with him) So, I won't have to see, or talk with him. That sad thing is I had to sleep on the couch that "IT" happened on. I think i'm sleeping in the floor... idk. I'll think of something.
Well, that's all I got. Thanks for reading if you did. If you're curious about the whole stupid Josh deal, then just pm me, i don't mind talking about it. It's in the past now, and I could care less. I think the song I Don't Care by Apocalyptica fits him well... just a few stanzas.... But I'll stop ranting now.
Thanks a bunch! =D
Byes
