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The Deadboy's Legacy

A Boy is born, he grows, he dies.
During this lifetime, he lives, he collects emotions.

A Boy is born, he's left alone, he wants to disappear.
During his lifetime he asks himself "who i am?", that's me...

I've been the Deadboy my whole life if you consider what i've been through since i was born, a boy that doesn't really live.

Time is spinning around me, with my memories, with the consequences and insurances i have, time is also passing, and i feel that no longer i'll be the Deadboy, that soon i'll be the empty Deadman, and sometimes i wonder if this could be different, yet i know, that i'm bounded to my destiny.

Everyday i try to find a reason to live, and i simply can't find, i'm empty i'm useless and i can't do nothing about it, the only thing i wish sometimes, is to die for someone, or simply to vanish in the air.

My heart is so empty, that for this reason i feel dead, and it's hard to be someone, and try to fit in society,and i think, that my place is under the earth, sleeping.






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commentCommented on: Thu Jul 16, 2009 @ 03:39am
I like this. Depressing, yes. But it's raw. It has feeling.


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