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♥My Heart♥

By: Louise A. Dickenson V.

My heart beats
I’m okay for now
I hear your words
You say I’m worthless
You say I’m a mistake made in this world
My heart aches
Its bruised fare
but I’m okay for now
You take me away
You scar me in the worst way
I thought it was a nightmare
My heart is scared
It hurts for a minute
but I’m okay for now
You told me to lie
Only to let out the cause of my pain
You have no heart
You have no care
My heart cries
but I’m okay for now
You beat me to death
I scream for help
Why so violent?
My heart questions
My heart is in pain
But I’m okay for now
You tell me I have cancer
You say I deserve it
Why do you do this?
Do you love it when I cry?
Do you love it when I’m hurt?
Do you love me at all?
My heart bleeds
My heart angers
I hate you all!
I hate this pain of life!
Oh! PLEASE! When will I die?
I have not long to live
Tell me will I marry?
Tell me will I ever have a child?
Tell me will I have no pain?
Tell me will anyone ever love me?
I’m tired of this
I want no pain!
I take this gun
Point it to my heart
The bullet goes through
I fall to the ground
My heart stops beating
And I’m okay.