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Just as I thought the guy I liked did not show up to swim team today. All i could do was hope and pray but, that is never enough. I was really looking forward to see him I mean this is the first day of July I mean I might see him later in the month but, with girls camp and my family reunion it is kinda sad i cannot see him sooner.
If someone were to actually read this they would probably think I am a obsessed with him. I wouldn't blame them but, it isn't like that. I have never met anyone like him before. The thing is he doesn't act like other guys do. When I say to a guy "I am better than you at ________" They usually agree or they are blunt with there answer. Unlike them the guy he always teases me about things and says "I am better than you get over it." and continues to tease me. The thing about that is when people tease me or think they are better it always encourages me to work even harder though that rarely happens since people I am come in contact with don't have that a competitive spirit like he does.
As the conclusion he doesn't just have favorable traits but, to make him the one I am the most infatuated with than any other guy he compels me to work harder so I can best him. Also he is not one that will let themselves fall for girls and accept into there feelings. Most guys I just get bored with or they decide to be awkward with there feelings or they are just too immature and I get over them in about a months time. Though unlike them he has stood the test of time by being able to surprise me and keep my interest. Also he never gives in to me he always has something up his sleeve that just makes me even more curious about what he is thinking.