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holy crap!!! things just really cant go right can they?!?!?!?!?! sometimes i wonder why i even try to... i dont even know anymore!! why do the people that you love most seem to hurt you the most, like your dad tellin you that he wants to kill himself!!!! or your best friend spreading rumors bout you to your friends!!!!!! or your dad always telling you how he hates your bro, and how he never wants to see the child again!!!!! or people lyin to your face tellin you false things about why your parents split!!!!! never knowin who you can trust!! never knowin who will tell you the truth..... NEVER KNOWIN ANYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant take not knowin!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want to know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but you wont let me know the truth will you??? crying crying crying crying crying crying crying