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as rain comes crashing down
tears slowly fall to the ground
how long must this charade go?
of my fake smile and of my fake laughter
with the rain i let all go
let the suicidal thoughts take over
i come closer to it giving it to its temptation
hoping someone would distract me from my situation
slowly i realize i'm just a shadow
no one notice nor do they care
every lies causes my heart to die
wuts the point when love no longer exist
the feeling becoming a numbing experience
dead tears soon hits my wounds
i swore i was strong but i guess i lied
no one is strong with such pain
dead tears forever fill my eyes
how can i go on with such memories
~actually made 4-12-09~