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if someone you care for deeply
comes up to you
and beaks your heart
hurt you so bad
where you feel like all the meanings
in the world to live are gone
where it feels like life has just stabbed you
in the back
where you think
love,life,meaning
its all over
where it feels like they have just
fixed you all up
to bring you back down
look them in eye
the hole time
and promise them something
"you use to keep hole,you use to keep my balance,you kept me from tearing apart,all this time you helped me,you gave me what i wanted,you gave me what was best for me,you saved my soul and kept me from shattering into sand on ground,but now that you ARE making me shatter on the ground it feels like all that you worked for,all this time you helped me has been for nothing,its just saved me to prepare me for this,now that you are saying your goodbye i should have my chance to say goodbye"
for goodbye only means
that your leaving someone
it means that you don't want any part of them any longer
goodbye means
getting stabbed in the back
for bye just means
'see you later'
look that person in the eye
and mean what you tell them
mean it when you tell them
mean it why tell them
look them in the eye and say your goodbyes
"i realized now that all you worked for no matter if you don't feel it now,it was for nothing,there was no reason for you to do it,and now im going to say my goodbye, im going to show you that even without you i can still pull myself together,earlier i didn't think i can but now im sure i can cause now i don't have you to pull me together,my goodbye starts here,my goodbye starts now,and my goodbye will ALWAYS be a goodbye,damage is done, ******** the pain, ******** the past, ******** you b***h!!"
look them in the eye
for the very last time
and say your goodbyes
"im not gonna sit here and deal with the pain,im not gonna sit here and deal with the past,in fact, im not gonna sit and deal with you,the past is the past and theres nothing you can do about it,our roller coaster has come to a stop,and so have i,this is my last and only goodbye,goodbye"
look them in the eye
and turn your back on them
don't look back
just keep running
for if you look back
the pain of the past
will come right back
and that will be
your own goodbye emo