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Listen.

You do NOT deserve her. Alright, punk? Stay the f*** away from her. All you do is hurt her. I don't care WHAT you want. I don't care what little sad 'woe-is-me' story you have to tell her today, but you STAY AWAY from her. She not a f***ing MIND READER. She cares too much and its not healthy for her.

I don't care HOW sorry you feel, its not going to help any. If you know what's good for you, you will stay down. You don't deserve ANYTHING, much less her. So just STAY AWAY.

I'd ask her to hate you, but that'd be impossible. You know her, she never would do anything like that if either of us asked. So you listen to me.

You are going to read your little book everyday. You're going to make SURE she enjoys herself. If she calls attention to you, you WILL make her laugh or grin. You will WORSHIP the GROUND she WALKS anytime she looks at you. You will make sure EVERYTHING goes perfect for her and everyone else's lives you've f***ed over throughout the year, got it? You will make SURE they are enjoying themselves. You will make SURE they are always laughing and grinning. And you will make SURE that its not because of you.

You do not DESERVE them, alright? You treat my friends like trash and I will NOT stand for it anymore. You will back out and STAY AWAY from them.

And lastly, you will tell NO ONE I sent you this. NO ONE.