This 'beauty' of a face.
This cursed smile.
This horrid body.
It lures you in,
promising love and lies.
Lies.
Once you know me,
its over.
Why should i show myself
when all that i'll earn is hate?
Why can't i be Undesirable?
maybe then i'd be less lonely.
maybe then i wouldn't hurt so much.
If only i were imperfect.
Then maybe i could live on.
Maybe then i wouldn't bleed.
This undesired face
has only brought me struggles,
why can't i have peace?
Why is there only terror
in this unforgiving world i face?
Does every soul that looks at me
have to become so enticed?
they must be blinded
by this Undesirable face.
This cursed smile.
This horrid body.
It lures you in,
promising love and lies.
Lies.
Once you know me,
its over.
Why should i show myself
when all that i'll earn is hate?
Why can't i be Undesirable?
maybe then i'd be less lonely.
maybe then i wouldn't hurt so much.
If only i were imperfect.
Then maybe i could live on.
Maybe then i wouldn't bleed.
This undesired face
has only brought me struggles,
why can't i have peace?
Why is there only terror
in this unforgiving world i face?
Does every soul that looks at me
have to become so enticed?
they must be blinded
by this Undesirable face.