Wow i never did Want to cry But Justin has Not of my Boyfriend Now but a friend who i knew in colorado
...He died..and i saw it all.
He was A great guy with a future only had me as a friend for those four years after i turned 9 we hanged out laugh ,fight ,and stand by each other
He was adopted but stayed there for reasons once the new family didn't want him he had have 10 family in all his 13 years....
He lived happily never stayed down in the Emo corner only for fun with me!
But i because i seem to shut myself more as the years went by he thought i was better off without him so instead of going to hang out with me he got dumped off in the city by his last family-they were Horrible in the end-
So when he tried getting home some Bum injected him with a drug ...
Finally when he reached home amazing as that sounds he called me saying all the sweet happy stuff he was and wanted to say before and said goodbye...but i ran to his house and went for his room
There he was to the floor with a black gun pointed to his chest and when he turned to me he smiled setting off the trigger
Ending his life not because he wanted to but his mind was lost!
I could of saved him if it weren't for my Strange personality Instead of staying quiet which was my way of laugh then i could of smiled and nod at least
But no i didn't so Justin Is here Anymore
But in a happy Place but still I'm At fault
