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One of our friends died the other day. I should have felt sad, but I didn't. I felt.....nothing. It made me think and I realized something. I can feel anger, I can feel happiness, irritation, confusion and so many other emotions. Yet, I lack the emotion of love. I tried thinking of my parents dying, but I felt no pain. Is it because I don't bond with anyone? I form no connections with anyone, thus I feel no sadness or pain when they disappear. Why am I like this? I'm lost and confused. I hate asking for help, but I need it right now. I'm scared of myself........