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Hi,
So today my friend told iRainbowez that she felt neglected by the both of us. SO now i want to give her a piece of MY MIND. I am so friggen fustrated. I can't tell her that i think she LIES to me, and the fact that I HAVE PROOF!!! Just then she will get all upset and then she will be all "I hate myself, Oh no everyone deserted me, i HATE MYSELF" IF SHE hated herself so friggen much why doesn't she make herself the way she wants to look so that way she LOVES herself again. My life is so friggen complicated cuz i have a bunch of friends who are so friggen suicidal that im influenced that I WANT TO DIE!!!! My mother doesn't want me to hang out with people who are always upset. So now I have to find out a way to tell them GENTALY that i CAN"T be friends with them. I love them, as a sista, but this is too much for me. I feel like that its MY fault that they think that way. I went to see my Guidance cousiler, and it DIDN'T work. She told me too follow on what i think. I just can't help but put some pitty for her in my life. NOW, i barely have a life. I have a life as a therapist, a daily one. I can't handle this. THIS CRAP IS GOING TO DRIVE ME FRIGGEN CRAZY!!!!!!! But if i tell her what do i do. My mind is going crazy, right now i am failing in my classes because all day i have my problems to think about and her's. If i am going to be a therapist well i might as well die. I have no patience to listen. SO yeah.

-iEmoSkwibblez emo