I ODed...again. I had a mental breakdown and no one would pick up their goddamned phone or respond to a text saying " I want to commit suicide"
So I went to the kitchen where my meds are hidden away and just barely out of reach (so I climb on the counter like a kid) and take the remaing 30 pills. I feel fine and then....BLACKOUT!!!!!
I woke up with an oxygen mask over my mouth and nose in an ambulance. Since the dude wasn't paying attention, I took it off so I could cough. That caught his attention and he put it back on telling me not to do that nad it'll be ok. Gee haven't heard that one before.
So I get to the hospital and "rushed" to a doctor. Naturally the doctor says the one thing I dont' wanna hear at that second. "Pump her stomach."
Three hours of puking. Go home and sleep for five seconds, go to school and be all dark adn crap. Eat lunch and come home get high. that was my day.
HOW WAS YOURS?
 Island Tomboy · Mon May 18, 2009 @ 11:42pm · 1 Comments |
