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This is my final goodbye
my heart is now no longer in this world
i followed what you told me and now it is broken past being fixed
i will now no longer love any more i will just deny all feelings and care for my self
i will join the marines again and go to war and become a fearless warrior
when i return i will be broken, i will have no one here for me.
i will work harder for me and still have no love to come home to,
i grew up like that so why should it be different
i will no longer be what you see me as i will be souless
maby to some heartless but it serves them right for the pain they caused me.
i will wake up with the smell of war i will live breath and eat it.
war will become my heart, war will become more than you will ever know.
then i will have some one there to watch me and protect me from harm.
i might get shot but i dont care i will have a brother there with me when i do .