I’ve got to learn to stop trusting people, so far, and only drawing from this year’s worth of experience, I don’t have anyone in my life I can trust anymore. I ask for help from someone only to be cut off when the end is in sight, leaving me without options and already at the end of my rope. I know people have their own lives, their own situations, but all that ever seems to do is royally ******** me over. I know it’s not intentional, but just once this year I’d like something to go my way.
I’m tired of being let down by people I thought I could trust, I hate feeling this sick twisting in my gut as my depression slowly creeps its way through my medication, eating once again at my mind. If I weren’t such a coward I think I’d probably be dead by now, because I’m starting to think that if I had the choice to just close my eyes, go to sleep and not wake up again. I think I might take it.
Neutiquam_Erro · Sun May 10, 2009 @ 01:29am · 0 Comments |