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good morning!!!

i have thiz vacation of mine in outer space but it seems that im so drowned beneath the ocean... i miss him but i cant do anything...i wish of coming back but i cant cause i know by the time i left there's no more turning back... knowig all the consequence, i still pursues... and now im starting to miss him once more... somethings not right but i cant help but just fight... knowing that it 'll not mend my might but it still tortured me to strive for my right.... pretty none sense i may say but that how i fell ezzeay!!!


now im so much drowned to such idiocacy... im growing now onto such permanent intoxication... and just living as if i can.... pretty dumb i may say... now im cursing the light for having me caughtt to stay!!!


i know i cant erase his fears... hell, i cant even handle mine!!! but i know that through all the s**t we're into, i know deep in my heart that i want you...


i know i cant protect you... the reaasons why l left you!!! im sorry for having you been caught in my experience of wilderness and now im missing you through all the dumbness i havecause you!!!


thank you for everything... now i can only leave you with something... the memories of my love for you will always stay and i promise to just stay behind caring silently for the peace of the two of us...














-stupid "YANAH" trying to bring back "TART" cry stare cry stare cry