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I wonder what life is, if it is just liveing life day to day.
If that is liveing it has no more true reason.
I dont know what is worth fighting for, or why you scream.
I dont know how i got this way i will never be alright again.
I can never start again.
Inside i realize im the one confused.
I dont know i insitagte and say what is dont mean. Things are just never what they seem.
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I never knew much about my past..
one day i will leave...
in this farewell there is a thousand lies..
my sins go deeper then can be imagined..
but i dont care..
i am a puppet..
i feel no pain.. i have no emotions.. eventually everything must die though..

I feel no pain
i see no fear
i hear no reason
and i have no care
i am a puppet, i am imortal i will never die
but the feeling of of being lost is strong
i am lost yet i am not
sometimes the only way to become unlost
is to become lost again.....