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my home life was never easy growing up i never realy had a chance to be a kid and even know i dont really get time to my self my brother had to take on the role of provider when we were little and i got used to following him because to ignore what he said would have usually ended up badly now that were away from my dad we no longer have to worry about getting hurt but i still tend to just go along with what he said with him in iraq the role has fallen to my sister even though she is younger than me i have become so used to being a follower its hard for me to voice my own feelings my mom is trying to get into the role but its hard for her because she is always in so much pain and has to relay on us my sister knows just what buttons to push to get her way and i am begining to feel traped