It shouldn't affect me this much, but it does. I feel very light right now. I hope I don't float away.
It feels nice. My worries swept away. My doubt is gone. Those emotions no longer remain. Just a hope for their safety, and his.
It doesn't hit me hard. It just brings a smile to my face, that warm feeling of understanding and trust. What did he say before? He spoke of his lack of trust. But now it seems that it is starting to disappear. Our friendship is coming back again. I would give so much for us to be good friends. Friendship is not based off of those quixotic feelings for a person, but rather the trust and integrity those two people share.
This minute spark of hope may burst into a beautiful, burning flame. Feuled by our growing bond, it will not go out. Or it may diminish and get wiped out by the surrounding atmosphere, disappearing into it; a leaf being submerged by water in the endless ocean. A hopeful or hopeless situation.
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