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You capture me at night,
The memories pull me in.
I start to silently weep,
The pain starts to begin.

My emotions take over,
I fall apart inside.
I become inconsolable,
Remembering every time you lied.

It hurts just as much,
Though sometimes I can't feel.
I still don't want to stop,
To believe that it's real.

Nobody has any idea,
Of just what I'm going through.
It's like I can't get away,
Get away from you.

And I try to ignore it,
You really hurt me so bad.
I badly miss us,
And everything we had.

I'm really lost with out you,
Still wish you were here.
And this feeling of loneliness,
Won't seem to disappear.

I'm trying my hardest,
Sometimes I think I'm moving on.
But just one memory of you,
And then the feeling is gone.

And I'm stuck in this rut,
So god damn lost in you.
Baby won't you leave me alone?
So I can make it through.