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my tears
they dont fall like normal
they crash and burn
like little hot needles
pricking you until you are numb, burning your skin

arent you glad?
your numb now
you cant feel a thing
you cannot suffer from the pain
the anger that has overcome you
or the feeling of death trickling down your spin

blood
a couple drops fall
a fountain crashs
the blood keeps pouring
its uncontrollable
it is above your height
you are drowning
you can feel the warm red liquid filling your body
blocking your lungs from breathing

little bit of brightness
i shall walk towards you
the real world
no no i did not want to come back to this place
this horrible place i musn't be tortured
i wont be hurt again
oh small light take me back

i wont i wont stay
please please take me back
to that little world
where i could not feel pain
where i was numb and didnt have any feelings
i want to go anywhere but here

left like an abandoned baby
a person left in the dark
no one there to save me
darkness is the one thing i cant avoid
no matter how hard i try it hunts me down like an animal
tears,blood, are all drowning me
pain,anger, death are the thing i dont want to feel
wont you help me?
too late
crying