I hate that Im a burden to my dad. That he hates me. Im not good enough. My grades are s**t cuz im lazy ..... and I worked my a** off to bring them up this week... i havent sleep all week .. I have been staying up doing homework all night. And I get a B- .. in my math class. And what does he ******** tell me .. That a B- isnt good enough. I should have an A. He screams at me .... when my stepmom makes him mad. He hurts me .. makes me feel like s**t when my mom pisses him off. Everytime someone makes him mad or hurts him. Im the one who gets yelled at. Im the one who he takes it out on. Im his ******** person punching bag. Im ******** having another anxiety attack .. But like always .. i cant say anything. My whole body is shaking ... I cant breathe ... and My heart hurts ... or my chest .. I dont know . I just want to die so that my dad will be free of me.
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