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sometimes i think whats it like to have a normal family, but i guess its to far to think about. All i wanted was for my dad to come back, to see what its like for us to be together. you never knew how much it hurt dad, but one day you will know about your mistakes. i hate you so much, and i wont forgive you for what u did. but i love you because your my father but that doesnt mean im not ashamed of you and what you`ve done. you hurt me, my mom and my brother. you got rid of him and wanted to get rid of me too, were we that bad??i mean we were only babies...i was one he was 2, but i dont think that matters.i dont want anything to do with you ever again! you made a mistake and one day ill make it right. you fought so hard for so long and then u gave up??i think your selfish and only care about whats good for you. and when i do i will find myu brother no matter how long it takes and i will let u go like its nothing