I lie, to myself everyday
Saying that it’s not true
I say I’m over it, but I’m not
How much longer can I pull of this facade?
Whenever I talk to you, my heart skips a beat
The heat rises to my cheeks, the butterflies return again
I am unsure, I don’t know what to do
So, I tell the world that I do not love you
But in my heart I am stuck
The bridge is refusing to fall
Reality will not come crashing down till I’ve decided
But, how do I decide upon the impossible?
I thought I was over you
But you keep bringing back these feelings
To distance myself would be unbearable
So, I stay, hanging
