Yeah, um... I haven't been updating this journal since Dante died, so there's going to be rather a lot in this entry...
First to go in is that horrible mess with Ethan. After I broke up with Gibson, Ethan asked me out again, but he wanted to keep it a secret. My best friend Justin found out anyway, and told his sister and a friend. Ethan got really mad and scary. I thought he didn't want anyone to know because I thought he was ashamed of me. As it turns out, he wasn't. He just didn't want people to bother us about it because he's hurt me so bad in the past. After that, we were happy and we spent more time together, and word got around that we were dating again. Then Valentine's day came. I gave him A LOT of candy and bought flowers for Justin, since he was sad that nobody got him anything. Tuesday, the following week, Ethan asked me what I thought about sex, and I told him that I'm too young. (I'm still 15. He's 17.) The next morning, he dumped me because I wouldn't ave sex with him. And on monday of this week, he said he's been coughing up blood and accused me of having given him teburculosis. How I did that, I don't know. He cussed out Justin, but apologized on friday. I still think he's a vile c**t.
Second mess was Leo Baron. He came back to town to take part in the Gothic Olympics, and hasn't left. Since his return, he's become my official stalker. He follows me. Everywhere. And he watches me. It's so creepy! Thursday this week, he explained to me this horrible scheme his father had, and the basics are: my dead boyfriend, Adrian Von Heram, is alive and in Romania with his family (except his little brother), and Adri's coming back to see us in May. At first, I was mad at Leo, and after his groveling I told him that I need to be alone. Now I've forgiven him. After that, Leo confessed his unrequited love for me for the 11th time. He said such sweet things to me. Apparently, I set his soul afire with his love for me. I accepted him and his love. Maybe we should give romance a chance? I'm willing to try.
There was the Gothic Olympics on Febuary15th. That's basicly a string of gothic stereotype contests. It ended with a 3 way tie between Gerard Hall, Hayden Ember, and Leo Baron. Leo called a Goth-off, and Hayden was disqualified, since being a visual and therefore (in essence) not actually a goth, he never qualified in the first place. Then Gerard passed out drunk, making Leo the last goth standing and the winner.
My old friend Luis transferred to a new school. If I missed anything, I'll add it later.
I'm giving Leo a try.
Anna Ashe Community Member 
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