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I had a long dream last night, and it had Zero in it. Zero from Vampire Knight. He was himself just more open to me. I was in Yuuki's place, Zero even called me Nezume. I don't remember when exactly, but it was either Zero had ran away and was forced to leave by the others in the school/building/lab/dorm place, but anyway. I was really hurting inside because i missed him and was scared, that Zero could see the rats in the city pratically lined up and running to get to me. He knew that I needed help so he ran with the rats, yelling Nezume! I was on the roof of the building crying I do believe, when a friend of mine came up to me. I don't know her name or even really remember what she looked like, but i think she was telling me off, or saying things about Zero. I think when she was getting to the good part of her rant. I heard something from over the building. I had went to see what was going on when i saw Zero trying to climb up the building side. He was almost to the top where i was at when he started slipping when i leaned over the edge and wrapped an arm around him. It was my right arm, my left arm at the time was hanging useless next to the side. I partically was awake at the part and put together that my right arm was hooked around my pillow(which felt I was clinging to a person) and my left was just laying there at my side. I almost had Zero pulled up when he pratically jumped up on me and caught me in a bear hug. Squezzing me so hard I could hardly breath. I tried to tell him but my words where mixed up. I think Zero was crying, i'm not sure. sweatdrop

Okay way before that almost at the beginning when I was Nezume and Zero was in, the was a party thing going on at the (i don't know what the building is so im calling it The School. If anyone has read Maximum Ride they should know what I'm talking about, the this School there are dorms not dog kennals.) School, and for some oddball reason, I haddn't taken a shower or washed my hands for a several days.(eww right. It didn't bother me, just everyone else.) So I went to the bathrooms and turned the sink on and rubbed my hands under the water, then Zero came into the bathroom with me. Noone else was in the bathroom, besides us. It was both gender bathroom i think so i didn't chew Zero out for coming in, he was allowed, right? Anyways he came over to me and I took my hands away from the sink and he took my wet hands, and smelt them eek He said that my hands smelt good. eek I told him i didn't even get to wash my hands with the soap yet, i just got them wet. All he said was Oh. You still smell good. eek xd I guess, if my body smell smells that good, i guess i won't need deoderant.(I hate those things, and perfumes, yuck! smells bad and too strong. Yuck!!) Zero kind of lifted me in the air with a wierd hug. It was wierd because he still had both of my hands in his, and his arms where somehow wrapped around me. Since the hug wasn't really holding me up, He kept me up by using the wall as an extra set of arms. He kept smelling my dirty wet, soapless hands. I guess he really liked the smell of my wet dirty hands, because he was nearly crushing me. "Breath. . . can't . . . air. . . no!" is what i managed to say. I was actually starting to blank out then i felt a sharp pain in my chest.(I has floaty rib) stick me. The he finally put me down.

The was another part I remember. That party thing was going on, i guess this would be after the hand smelling thing. Zero was missing and i had a feeling he was on the top floor or whatever, and that i wasn't allowed to see him. I can't remember if i was told that or it was just one of those things you just know. Anyway, the room staircase place was crouded with people, and it was almost like a concerte(I would't know, never been to one) but no band, just music coming from nowwhere. The stairs where gone, just the railings on the wall where there. I knew the crowed of people weren't going to just let me go up, so Suddenly I jumped on top onthe nearest lowest platform and started to sing the song that was just playing. It was Puke by Emiem(spl?), but luckly for me that beginning part of the puking was skipped to i Just sang, and I slid up the railings and I couln't help it, i rocked out for a sec or two on the next platforms. "You! Don't! Know! How! Sick! You! Make! Me! You make me *kerrrch* to my stomache! Everytime I think of you I PUKE!" I almost screamed scream and the crowd ate it up. as the song changed to a different part I was tothe floor i needed and someone climbed up a platform and continued the song. On this floor platform whatever i was on was a door to the closet storage or something, and a beautiful blonde, whom i just knew was a vampire, was guarding the door and hand her hand on the doornob as if to keep it closed. The door was jerking and banging violently. I don't remember what she said but i think it was something like i couldn't see Zero and i couldn't come in for my own sake. From the way her arms was moving it looked like she was shaking the door. She said she wasn't. I didn't believe her untill i heard a huge crash from inside the door. I can't remember if she let me in, or I shoved her aside, or what but somehow i got into the room, with some random guy behind me. The storage closet was a mess. The shelves were torn down and broken, papers layed about shredded, and claw marks on the walls. And there he was Zero, in the far corner behind some steel shelving thing had still had some cardboard boxes into. Zero was in worse condition than the room. He clothes were torn and shredded, he was covered in sweat, and he was trembling violently. Zero! I called and ran to him. Don't TOUGH ME!! scream he screamed and threw his arm at me to make me back off so i wouldn't get hit. Yes, i knew he would hit me. I coun't explain it but i knew he was losing control of himself. the vampire in him was getting too much. The random guy that had came in wiht me, proved it. Zero attacked him when he got too close.

I don't remember what happened next but I think Zero pushed passed me, maybe, and may have been when Zero ran away or was forced to leave.

That is all i can type now. I'll try and put more of my dream in when i get the chance. My poor little Zero. crying